WRITTENWORDS
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
its the 31st of december! haha im like in sch u all ready to go to school for cca later. haha cca is from like 10plus in the morning to 10 at night! haha but quite interesting right, spending the last day of the year with friends. and its the last dance of the year 2007, and like the first dance of 2008 since we'll be like doing in during sec1 orientation. haha
but one year passed so fast i dont want to go to sec 4 :( i cant even motivate myself to finish holiday hw before christmas how am i going to get myself to finish and do all those individual sias properly?
haha i still remember first day of school this year was so strange. haha like putting my bag in a strange classroom full of strange people, other than rina val and chingman. haha and every morning i ended up going to find some 206'06 person to talk to cos rina always comes so late.
but our friendship changed :( i used to think 206'06 was very close and united. and we were, but maybe most of us got used to our new class and made new friends and didnt put in the effort? i admit im a bit disappointed that after one whole year we havent even met up as a class yet, but i cant blame anyone right? im at fault too since i didnt initiate anything right?
and then there's cca. earlier in the year i really didnt like going for cca. haha it felt like everytime i went for cca i ended up just standing there watching everyone else dance while i couldnt, and i felt like not part of it at all. haha
and i think i improved at least a little bit. haha eh at least i can smile now right! haha i still remember last year we were practising for glitters and i got scolded so many times cos i didnt smile. eh i really tried la but everytime i felt mr raj or ms yeo was watching me then my smile would disappear. haha but at least i didnt get shouted at in the middle of the dance until so scary la.
and i know i have changed a lot. really a lot. goes to show how much friends can change you. like eoy period i din sleep later than 1030 a single night when i used to stay up studying. haha and rina keeps complaining i walk so slowly... haha
i dont wish i had been placed in any other class, cos if i were, then i wouldnt have made the friends i made this year in 304.
thank you, for the gift of friendship. :)
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